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Story of my life
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FXX 458 // MartijnBeekmans
Mean
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Outward calm Inward storm
Idle thoughts
Sad feelings
One after another
Leave my mind reeling
Teetering on the block
In the place where time doesn’t exist
My head in my hands
My heart is a clenched fist
My soul is an open wound
Smoldering anger behind my eyes
Tears that never fall become a monsoon
A monsoon that never happens
It stays
And like one parched wants water
It craves
Release
From the boundary that has been set
From cruel reality
By crueler fantasy
Teased in a dream
Having what cannot be had
Slapped by reality
Disappointment burns like desert sand
The dream should be real
But it’s not
And departing, my motivation it steals
Leaving a lethargic shell
Relationships ripped my heart out
And sent it off to hell
Alone to burn
Pain revived anew
In a cell next to the furnace
Ashes crushed and chewed
Away they’ll blow
I’ll see the world in pieces
An escape I couldn’t make as a whole
Peace found in death
Away from all life’s trouble
Never to be looked for
Never to be seen
Never to be asked about
Truly invisible I mean
Small and insignificant
Ash on the wind
Such is my existence
And whenever it ends
There will be neither joy nor mourning
Only acknowledgment
That a life has passed
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Regret
For the most part I don’t look back and wish I hadn’t done things. Most of the things I did I wanted to do or had to do. More often than not I wish I had done things that I decided not to do. I wish that I hadn’t pulled back because I was afraid. Fear is a prison and it will keep you from living life to the fullest. It will keep you from doing the things that you desire most. I was released from fear but I have begun to fall back into my old habits. I will not live this year as a slave to fear, selling myself short because I might miss the mark or not achieve a goal. I kick myself far too often for the things I didn’t do or say. Now is the time to be bold, to push hard, to reach breaking points and move past them. Now and not later. Later never comes, only regret over missed opportunity.
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